Last Tuesday I arrived at his house. We immediately went up stairs to the rooms.

There is a big room in the middle his bedroom to the right of the room. Upon entering the main room I found it well lit with candles everywhere..I was taken by the atmospher he had created for this night.

Nothing in the room except a stool which sat in the middle of the room.

I noticed the door to his bedroom was closed, which made me a little uneasy at first. He sat on the stool and instructed me to strip. I stood before him and did but held my shirt once it was off in front of me. He reminded me that when he said STRIP that meant everything as he reached for my shirt and threw it to the floor.

He told me I would get my punishment later. I stood there before him in the candle light completly naked. He stood and undressed before me. Then I was instructed to sit on the stool with my back to him. I slowly walked to the stool and sat down. I took a deep breath and did not move. My eyes racing around the room trying to hear what he was doing trying to listen to where he was.

Then he came over to me I felt some silky on my skin then I saw it ...

it was black and soft, as he reached above me I felt it touch my nipples.

The excitment I felt from the touch of this silk cloth. My nipples grew hard and I could feel my body beginning to burn. This simple piece of cloth ignited that flame inside of me a flame that would soon take off and lose total control causing that fire to burn inside of me. He began tieing the blindfold over my face. Checking to make sure I could not see anything, then he handcuffed my hands behind me and he left me once again.

He left me sitting there listening wondering what is going to happen to me.

My breath began to quicken and not hearing anything except the train going by and the sound of my heart pounding, I sat there for a long time, felt like hours, but really was only a few minutes or so.

Then I felt him near me, I tried to speak as I felt his presence in front of me. My voice shaking from being excited and nervious I whispered "I trust you Sir" as he began to gag me.

I had a big ball inside my mouth which was tied around my face. At that point I was trying to take deep breaths to remain clam and kept saying to myself "I trust him completly, this is fine" Then I felt his lips on my nipple.....then his teeth as he began to bite them.Then I had the pleasure of feeling his hot breath between my legs as he took each leg and pulled them apart. He was right at my softness, the hottness from his breath only fuled the fire that was burning inside of me. Then there it was again......

total darkness and the silence. He came back and put ear plugs in my ears so I could not hear anything. Then nothing, but silence and darkness. Then it began. I was suddenly taken by surprise as I sat there and began to feel this hottness drip on me....I tried to scream, but couldn't due to the gag.

Teasing slowly I realized it was the candle. He was pouring hot wax on me.

Guiding it all around my nipples, the excitment from the hot candle wax on my skin, I began moaning......arching my back.....

trying to blow to cool it down....

no I wanted this.. I wanted to feel the hot wax on my naked skin. This continued for a little while. I could feel the hot wax cooling on my skin..

hardening. Then he left me sitting there once again. When he returned this time he pulled me to my feet and began to guide me.

I stumbled a few times not sure where he was leading me. Then I was instructed to kneel on the floor.

I followed his command.

He took my hands and removed the handcuffs. I felt his length on my lips and knew what I was to do. I began wrapping my lips around his length and began that journey of sucking him and toying him. Then he pulled away and took my hands and cuffed them together, this time they were in front of me. Then he took the handcuffs and pulled my arms upward above my head. They were chained to something in the air on the ceiling, at that point I had no idea where I was nor what I was being chained to and really did not care at that point.

I was given his length again to give pleasure to it. He began playing my mouth..forcing his length into my mouth deeper and deeper. His hands were pulling at my nipples pinching and twisting them. The pain was so enjoyable or perhaps it was just his touch that was so pleasurable. Then it stopped.

Once again the gag was put in my mouth, I can't even remember at what point it was removed.Again he left me surrounded by the darkness and silence. He returned only to give me more wax. The wax I was finding so enjoyable.

So hot, just like my soul was at this point. I was trying so hard not to scream as I felt the wax on me. He was closer this time with the wax. I could see the light from the flame of the candle, but still not know exactly where the was would go. My body twisting around wanting the wax but not wanting it again.

Yes, I knew deep down inside of me I wanted that feeling, the feeling of the hottness against my skin. Oh yes, I was on fire. My heart was racing my breath deeping and my soul wanting more of this enjoyable pain. Then he stopped and I sat there alone again. Then he returned and I felt his touch on my skin brushing of the wax. Slowly he was pulling the wax from my skin. Then he took off the gag, then let down my hands and arms. They were so numb from being held up so long, but it was a good feeling.

Then the blindfold.

He untied it and removed it so slowly. Then I had taken out the ear plugs before that. I felt exhausted but very excited and alive at the same time. There are no words to describe the way I was feeling at that point in time. He took my hands and helped me to my feet, I thought I was going to collaspe at that point, but I was fine.

He told me to look behind me and up. I turned slowly and slowly tiled my head up only to see a chain or something black suspended from the ceiling and knew that is what he had me cuffed to.

I stood there trying to gain control again. He stood not far from me and told me to come to him.

I slowly walked over to him not knowing what was going to happen next.

Then he pulled me close to him and held me in his arms and whispered to me softly "I did well with my pain and you have pleased me well tonight my sweet cunt".

That feeling I felt inside from hearing those words was like sunshine. I felt so warm and so proud of myself.

The fact that I knew he was pleased pleased me more than anything I felt before in my life. Then he took my chin and told me to look at him as he tiled my head up to meet his eyes.

My eyes met his and thats when I heard those words I wanted to hear for so long from him. Words I dreamed I would hear someday from him. As I stood there naked before him looking into his beautiful eyes he whispered softly "I love you"